Rabu*Rabu Kokoro!

This blog is not working! >_<

As in, I became very lazy in updating it..

I need some muse.. some motivation to update this page.. LMAO

Whatever happened to my daily blogging habit? I have no idea, honestly.

Anyway, I will be revamping the blog. Might move this somewhere else.. SO I can start anew.  I already have ideas on what I will be putting on the new blog. Should be better than this one. I won’t link you to the new one, just ask me on MSN if you want them.

Did I get that romanji right? LOL

Woot~~ I almost forgot I had this blog. Been lurking and updating LJ way too often than I intended to. And partly because of that, I have about 10 people to send Christmas cards too! I used to NOT care about Christmas cards, why? Coz no one really send me cards and people live close by here anyway. People are lazy and they send me eCards instead, which I don’t mind, ‘but what’s the point of snail-mailing greeting cards?’ was what I used to think XD;

Anyways, now I think snail-mailing is much much more significant and precious than online cards or a simple Christmas wish through emails and MSN. I always feel very happy when people send me letters, and that doesn’t happen often! First letter sent to me after almost 3 years living away from people in Indonesia was from Wully. In which she drew me lovely drawings (as usual XD) and a hiragana version of the letter. I LOVE YOU WULLY! ♥ The letter is now up right next to Teppei’s face in the LoveCom poster on my desk.

Few days ago, I received my first Christmas card for the year, and it’s from Dara! ♥ Packed with Teppei stickers ♥♥ and …..a Tego one. Don’t ask. God, I hate Tego. BUT, I was really happy when I received the card! Dara’s hand writing is so cute! Really the same as I imagined! I can’t believe I have only met her online last year. Another amazing thing I have learned is how awesome internet can be, LOL.

Bottom line is the conventional way of sending letters and Christmas cards is actually much more heart-warming than a typical e-mail. If you really think about it, writing letters and postcards takes more effort than typing an e-mail or picking an online card snd click send. Sure, maybe the thought is what counts. But I think I appreciate people who send me cards through snail mail better. Especially when they are overseas. These hand written cards and letters makes me feel close to them.

On another note, I really can’t wait for my Japan trip next year. That’s when I will be able to meet my friends for the first time!! SEXCITED!

What? Oh yeah. Nah, the title doesn’t have anything to do with the content of this entry.

My life the last few weeks, in dot points

• My first year of uni is FINISHED! DONE! NU-UN! NO MORE! YAY! NO MORE FEELING LIKE SHIT AND DEPRESSED!
• Finished LoveCom Anime ♥ and almost cried coz i’t finished.. I really wanna finish the manga now!
• Finished Hana Kim, started Tantei Gakuen Q and Himitsu no Hanazono
• Bought a tablet, Intuos3. It’s so sexy. Thinking of naming it Benji. What do you think?
• Yes, I’ve been following Australian Idol, and ALL of my favourites are officially OUT of the competition.
• Got my tax return money few weeks ago, and now in a craze of online shopping.
• Bought a new perfume, ;Daisy’ by Marc Jacobs :3
• I have been eating too much chocolates, and now pimples are EVERYWHERE
• Recently had a haircut and now has a straight fringe.. sorta.
• Bought 3 magazines in one go: Myojo, Junon and Zipper. I wish I can read them all.. LOL
• Taking up Japanese next semester! Will probably try and learn the language properly and be a teacher? Quoting Wong.. hahaha
• I feel like my design career has gone down the drain, everyone in uni makes me feel like crap. Even if they didn’t mean it, it won’t change the fact that I feel like poo.
• Been starting too many collabs ever since the uni’s finished, thinking that it’s too much now.. ahhaha
• Some of my hair had been cut too short an it now sticks up.
• McHappy Day 2007 is coming up! And I might do another face painting session for the kids..
• Really, really REALLY want to buy an external hdd.

YAY!

Time to push down the silly photos of Ikimonotachi~

Sorry guys, I haven’t been able to update lots. Uni work ha been hectic and even though I don’t really do much work for it, it really does takes up my time. Lotsa thing had happened since my last post, but worry not, I still have 5 fingers and 2 eyes Yes, that random. I’ve updated my LJ more often that usual for some reason though. XD Just spammed your f-list with stupid videos and random spazzes. Haha, fun fun~

ANYWAYS, I am currently on high AND too happy. TOO happy to describe in words really.

I spent the whole morning banging on my table and smashing my keyboard. Read 2 new con reports of WaT and NEWS. YES, of course how can I not be happy and high?

YAYERS, NEWS’ new single ‘Weeeek’ was written by GReeeeN, who is actually another band I am really into at the moment. I love the new sound they gave NEWS, LOVE IT! I cannot wait for the full song to be released tonight! Camz will surely record it and I will surely leech. XD And I might just buy the single.. Despite my poor poor wallet. I will most likely buy the regular edition, because the cover is just LOVE. I shall have fun arranging them on my computer table! Lol.

But of course, nothing can make me happier than the fact that WaT is FINALLY BACK! BACK!!! MORE LOVE!! STRONGER THAN EVER!!! YES YES YESS!!!!!! *cough* OMG, I am so high at the moment. The con report for WaT mini concert was actually more squeq-worth than NEWS one. WHY?! Because Eiji just ahd to do fanservicey answers to all questions that Teppei asked. And Teppei just HAD to give Eiji a surprise birthday party in public. OMG.

*foams in mouth*

I love you guys, I LOVE YOU.

I love Chris for going to the show and made a full report, complete with awesome photos from his amazing trip.

I love Jun for translating the staff diary.

I love Miya for saving the staff photos.

I love EVERYONE at the moment.

You’re all angels.

OH MY GOD WaT IS BACK!

Stupid me, for being really doubtful about their future just because of some crazy rumour. ^^; I shall have more faith in you guys, continue to woo me! XD

Also, a very big happy birthday wish to WENTZ EIJI! ♥ You might not be in the list, but you AND Teppei (of course) shall remain in my heart ♥♥ ……HOW CORNY, love it!

AND AND AND, I really hope WaT accepts the UN offer and be the Junior Ambassadors for World Peace. YAYAYYA!

Last but not least, I have been reading lots of reviews of music, and been downloading lotsa new music too. Would it be a bother if I write reviews too? I mean, I’ve already written reviews for dramas, anime and some music (check out my top songs list:)) But yeah, would it be a bother if I write them frequently? Once a week or monthly, or fortnightly? And of course I’m only reviewing either the stuff I like, or the new stuff I just downloaded. XD

Please tell me what you think ^^

Went to Feng’s yesterday and had some good deal of fun! I did a little DDR before the rest of the rest of Ikimonotachi people and Chan came. I also took some random shots for Photomedia. Even though I have mroe photos of Will when he wasn’t moving around.

We took sticker photos in the new PhotoPlus in Glenny. Being the camwhores/fobs we are, we took like 30 friggin minutes decorating them. LMAO. They’ve got sooo many hats! Me and Michael got the perfect ones, a sheep and a cat. (^,~)b

Continue reading Ikimonotachi day~…

Here’s are all the collabs I’ve done. Douzo~

Fanboys & Fangirls - Wish
Debut of Fanboys & Fangirls. Identities are secret. But of course, one of them is me. Haha!

Feng to Xandie - Houki Boshi
The long awaited second collab of Feng to Xandie! Really bad timing in this one.. ^^; Gomen-ne. I tried to fix it too many times. I’ve given up.

Feng to Xandie - Seishun Amigo (Improved version! Better timing and volume)
Yeah, I’ve fixed it.

Ikimonotachi - Cherish
Debut of Ikimonotachi AKA The Animal People! I don’t know how Will came up with this name but it is our unit name now. Ikimonotachi consists of Sheep, Turtle, Cat and Goat. 8D~ I really like this collab. I got Yamapi bit again.. LMAO! I love his part!

My solos are under the cut. Don’t hurt your ears.

Continue reading Pimping all the collabs!…

ZOMG, haven’t updated anything in here for ages! Sorry doods~ Even though I don’t think people actually frequent this page of mine.. Haha! Like, I don’t even come here that often! ^^; Anyways, on to the update!

Since my last entry: I have done a few more collabs, finished 3 solos, went to 2 karaoke sessions, caught up with Lovely Complex anime, bought new Teppei stuff (THE ALBUM OMG!), bought Moo cards, took 2 purikura photos on 2 different outings, tried to curl my hair, got sick, drew at least 2 more drawings, got addicted to Proposal Daisakusen (Yamapi.. I want to PUNCH his face on each episode but he is so L♥VE in it!), finished Nodame, almost died of heart attack when saw Teppei’s name on a Yamapi gossip article, started a random hobby of trying to spot a Shrek related item in supermarkets… and HEAPS more.

Wow, I’ve been neglecting this blog for too long! Once again, sorry.

And now on to the spaz.

Continue reading Spazzes and updates!…

“Life is what happens when the what if’s don’t”

I had that quote stuck in my head the whole day yesterday. (That and the lovely quote from Kiss ~Kaerimichi no Love Song~, ‘I love you, Kotoba wa Iranai yo’) I got that quote from the book that I’m currently reading, “Nineteen Minutes” by Jodi Picoult. My entry now would probably have nothing to do with the book, but I can’t help to ponder about that quote. >_<

I was ..sad, really, the whole day yesterday. I might seem to be always happy and carefree to some people. But I seriously have my own problems too. I felt so worried and restless the whole day yesterday. There’s this particular problem that I can’t stop thinking about. It’s as it’s glued to my head…and heart. I was seriously thinking about it. I don’t know where to head with this. The biggest problem is not about not going anywhere, but it’s about not knowing where to go. I went around to my friends, from the closest one to the most random one through LJ. I needed some support. And comfort.

I don’t wanna sound depressed or whatever, but the truth is I am obviously is. I’m struggling with almost everything at the moment.

Uni work sucks, it seems never ending even though the semester break is in one week. I owe myself a huge apology for not been working on the last two projects. To be honest, I feel like I’m almost losing it, my love for design that is. And we should all know, for a person who wants to spend the rest of her life doing it, this is a nightmare. I don’t wanna hate it, I don’t wanna get sick of it. But I just can’t seem to bring myself back up to the point where I care about it. I really need to do some work, instead of aimlessly karaoke-ing by myself while the rest of my family is out to school and work. I feel like my existence in this world is pointless.

Money problem is also one of the biggest things in my life. Like, what the fuck, I’m poor, I haven’t paid last month’s rent and I only work one shift per week (hopefully not anymore by next week), and I still pre-ordered Teppei’s new solo album. What The Fark. I hate myself. Why did I give up to that temptation? WHY? Because Teppei cheers me up ♥♥ . That’s why. Right now, the only actual things that can make me smile is my obsessions, my funny friends ♥, drawing something that is NOT school related and singing. ♫

Other than that, I’m no more than a depressed and poor uni student with no life.

Cheer me up.

And so I made another collab, this time with Feng, last night.

She was amazingly good, and omg we kinda sound alike on the chorus! XDXD~ I like singing with her. LMAO! We decided on our next song already. It’s gonna be Younha’s song, “Houki Boshi”. She picked the song for the next one, ’cause I made her listen to Shuji to Akira for this one.. XDXD;;

Anyways, enjoy me as Yamapi again! ^^;

(Parts and song are available under the cut ^_^)

Continue reading Feng to Xandie…

Man, I’m on a roll! XDXD~ Finished 2 songs during the weekend. ENJOY! :P
It’s not the best singing, but it won’t hurt your ear drums! ^___^

Will & Xandie - Kiss ~ Kaerimichi no Love Song~
It’s Will’s first collab! And my first TegoMassu’s Collab! AND my FIRST ever mixing project! XDXD~ ♥
I was in love with my own version of the song until Dara sent me her version. Goddamn, it’s like sexy voices festival, whilst mine is …crap mic fest. Haha! But no worries people, I won’t chuck my version out. I love it the song to bits. I have like 4 versions of this song in my computer. XDXD~!

Xandie & Cammile - Marui Chikara
TegoMassu’s second single is so lovely that I just have to make two collabs out of it. LMAO! I don’t even like Tego that much, and I’m singing his part. Man it was hard. Tego is such a good singer.. WHY?!! I don’t even like him! DDDD8 I think I screwed up the harmonizing bit, and my mic is so screwed up.. My voice can go from really slow to really loud in one clip. NANI KORE?!

Also, I kept all of my collab songs in this link
[http://public.box.net/xandiee]
If you want, you can subscribe and don’t have to wait til I update my blog to listen to my recordings..rofl.. XD;